ALL ABOUT LOVE

"Eleven Hints for Life"

1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return.But what is more painful is to love someone and neverfind the courage to let that person know how you feel.

2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone whomeans a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it wasnever meant to be and you just have to let go.

3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on aporch swing with, never say a word, and then walk awayfeeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

4. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we loseit, but it's also true that we don't know what we've beenmissing until it arrives.

5. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, anhour to like someone, and a day to love someone-but ittakes a lifetime to forget someone.

6. Don't go for looks, they can deceive. Don't go for wealth,even that fades away. Go for someone who makes yousmile because it takes only a smile to make a dark dayseem bright.

7. Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go,be what you want to be. Because you have only one life andone chance to do all the things you want to do.

8. Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feel that ithurts you, it probably hurts the person too.

9. A careless word may kindle strife. A cruel word may wrecka life. A timely word may level stress. But a loving word mayheal and bless.

10. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the bestof everything they just make the most of everything that comesalong their way.

11. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, ends witha tear. When you were born, you were crying and everyonearound you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die,you're the one smiling and everyone around you is crying.

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I’m kind of hectic to update both my OTP & OS lately (not all the times). I supposed to hand in both of this project on Friday. Both come together with written reports, and my adrenaline still not reach the threshold level. While others are doing damn great job, I just sit and watch and yawn..I’m so lazy nowadays. I wonder if there’s any pharmacy that sell a medicine to help me boost my energy and kills my laziness, it must be wonderful and whoever that create the medicine will be super duper rich in a second.

I’m restricted to speak my words as I need to follow some rules in doing both projects. I hate rules and for me rules are mend to be broken but this time, once I go beyond the law, surely I’ll get ZERO for this course…I hate it. That was my early attitude whenever I receive this task, but now, I can see the significant of doing this clearly, and thanks my dear lecturer for giving me such an interesting projects.

I’m really into it, and I have to, no choice, this is 100% coursework paper. My grade is in my hand. I’m the one who will determine it, based on my works. Wish me luck…pray that my laziness will fly away and never return back…

when i thought i'm strong but i wasn't.

What is love? Is this what they called love when we like someone, think bout that person day and night, each seconds till the times pass by without we realize, the only person who can we laugh and cry at the same time. If is true then, yes I am, I fall in love…no wait, I’d fallen in love for more than two years already but secretly. I keep my love and bear alone everything because I already know his heart. I love someone who loves somebody else and I wait for someone who chases someone else. He just like a little shiny stars far away in the sky, so far till I can’t reach it and just watches it from far. I found out that my life, myself isn’t the same as I used to be before I know you. I’m not, quite as perfect as it was yesterday anymore and hurts me so much. I feel torn because I betray myself many times because of him; I become the ultimate betrayal to my own self. Each time I swear, I promise to left everything behind, I will pick it back later, I CAN’T…I CAN’T DO IT! I never give up and don’t want to! I don’t want to stop loving you. Am I’m mad? Crazy maybe. And the same thing I will say to other if they turn like me, but I can’t help myself, its heart matter. No philosophy to follow, no rules can curb, no cure for the pain, no sweets can alter the bitterness I felt and nobody can change my mind and my decisions.

This quotes suite me best:

Never give up if u still wants to try

Never wipe your tears if u still wants to cry

Never settle for the answer if u still wants to know

Never say u don't love him if u can't let him go

I can lie to other bout my feeling but I know, how hard I tried and deny, I can’t lie to myself. I just fool me. I denied my feeling for him for our friendship sake. I love him and don’t want to lose him, if I can’t have him as my lover, just let me be at his side as his friend. Nothing is more painful then realizing that he meant everything to me and I meant nothing to him. Love makes me act like I’m a fools and to throw my lives away for just one happy day with him.

 

I realize now what a fool I truly was, to risk it all on a hand of love. So for this, I'm sorry. I understand if you don't want to be mates, let alone lovers, but let me tell you this. You will always have a place in my heart, from now, till the end of time. I will always love you.