i'm so in love with u~

i became deeply and madly in love with you day by day..i thought that i can handle my feeling and my mind..i can act like i was ok..but it's not..i keep thinking of you..we're hundred miles away and there was another gurl chasing over you out there..just in front your eyes..while me..i'm here..u always said
"even though we're far away from each other..but our heart is close to one another..i only love u and i've closed my heart for another gurl"
sayang..i really wish its all true and u'll keep ur promises to me..and sayang..i'm sad..as time goes by..ur attention to me getting lesser..yess u message me every single day but its not like before..u took time to reply me back..sometimes u'd never reply..or u'll stop in the middle of conversation..i'm sad but i never told u bout that..i dun want u to think i'm kind of attention grabber..
i give you everything you want..love..attention..i called you when you miss me..but sometimes u wasn't there when i miss u..
today you break up with her..according to her lah..you said she's only ur adik angkat..ok fine..adik angkat pon adik angkat lah..but i really don't like when people out there said both of u were couple..i hate it damn much..u said u won't make me sad..you told her not to disturb u again..but u never told her we're together..ok fine..klu cakap nnt kantoi la kita..xpe..faham..i appreciated what u've done sayang..
it's not that i'm happy to see her suffering of losing you..i just don't want to share you with anyone else..except your family..i so in love with you sayang..i love you mohd yusuf~

i'm in love but with somebody who is years younger than me..

m i kinda choosy person? yes i am..ku xpilih rupa..ku xpilih harta tp ku nilai agamanya..imannya..akhlaknya..budi pekertinya..dan akhirnya ku jumpa seperti yang ku inginkan..tapi dia yang kusayangi berbeza umurnya dengan ku bertahun2..bahkan lagi muda dari adikku sendiri..namun bila cinta membutakan mata..bagi ku dia sempurna..dia matang dalam sesetengan benda yang penting..walaupun masih childish jugak la kenkadang..tepatkah pilihan ku? ku hanya mampu berdoa ditunjukkan jalan yang lurus..perjanjian kami untuk bersatu 6 tahun lagi mungkin agak lama..namun ku rela menunggu selagi dihatinya masih ada aku..ku yakin dengan keikhlasan dan kejujurannya..semoga cinta dan kasih sayang kami berkekalan sehingga terbina suatu perhubungan yang halal..aku sayangkan dia..